Saturday, June 14, 2008

Always be my baby..

We were as one For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be here
So I'll let you fly 'Cause I know in my heart
Our love will never die You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby I aint gonna cry
And I won't beg you to stay If you're determined to leave Girl

I will not stand in your way But inevitably you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby I know that you'll be back Girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder I know that you'll be back baby
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely.
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

A sweet memory he will never forget...and that is YOU! ...~12~

Friday, June 6, 2008

Trust?

Trust...

Most often the not..we must look if a person is trustworthy or not..
but before we know if is one...we must know him/her... We must know if he/she is lying.

Mr. 12...got his lot..
he gave up everything...especially when the people around him lose their trust in him... They think that he is always denies when telling the truth...and one of the most painful part for him is that even the girl he loves...lose her trust in him..what the heck..he doesn't know what he needs to do... They always think that he is lying... but the hell he is not!!


as a result..he don't want to go outside of their house...even his parents..don't believe in him..
no matter how good he is doin'...they always tell that he is lying..DAMN!!..can you ever wonder how painful it is? All the person around you are keep on staring and observing what you are doing...expecting the the mistakes you will commit..and they will insult you...F*ck!

He thinks that only one person have trust in him..and that is his adviser...he become his friend throughout the years...his adviser is a seminarian...so Mr. 12 always asks for help to his adviser..
even to the point of saying his "sama ng loob"..and take advices from his adviser..
His adviser help him a lot even though they are not seeing each other always..

It is so painful that the people you loved the most loses their trust in you..it is like you are in the middle of something and keeps on burning you..
it is like his broken heart is being broken again into smaller pieces...the shallow "hole" in his heart becomes deeper..
He keep on thinking that suicidal would be better...no problems..no worries..
but he also thinks of his future..
he hides his feelings away..because he thinks that it is so stupid that someone knows what is inside him..

it is a bitter experience and memory that he wont forget!!

:(

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Precious L.O.V.E.


It happened a while ago, when it was still September

I fell inlove to this girl, with a face you'll always remember

It felt good to be with her
Because I know this feeling is forever...

Your sleepy eyes that I cannot describe

Makes my heart pound deep inside

You bring out the best in me

That's why I love you faithfully...

The hugs and kisses we shared each night

Makes my pain seem alright

Being with you is really great

Parting with you is what I hate...

Unfortunately, I never thought that this relationship will end

Because I know that you can always comprehend

I tried to fix the mess I did

But sadly you changed and so I did

As time flew past, I slowly moved away

It's an agonizing pain, but it's better that to stay

We can only be friends

For reality is straight and does not bend

My feelings for you will never fade

I'll keep my promise for it is already said

I shall never forget you my precious love

For you are a gift from the heavens above...




*thanks for a bosconian who wrote this poem.. :)